How can you be surrounded by so many people and feel so empty and alone?
Sometimes some people don't understand your intentions.
And you just don't want to say anything for fear it will make it worse.
And so because you keep it in and you can't tell anyone about it, you start to feel alone.
I learned to keep it all in and i feel like that has turned me slightly emotionless.
The world feels so grey and repetitive. Similar to that of a broken record. It's needle skipping in the same spot over and over and over again.
I already have so many assignments due.
On top of that, im significantly broke.
And the accident happened.
What more can i put up with?
Everyday is honestly a struggle.
Life.
Is it really worth it?
I mean the guy that i like treats me indifferently..
But thats just life..
Boohoo grow up Danielle.
I really just want everyone to leave me alone..
Your perspective on me and my life?
Fun
Out going
Lenient parents
Comfortable lifestyle
Spoilt
Loud
But do you know that infact, after uni started all those things just dont apply to me.
I'd like to think im a bit of a Pierrot..
A master of tricks, illusions and disguise...
Able to disguise the hurt on my face when an insult has been dealt
Or keep calm when my insides are charring with anger..
Its not that hard really..
You just need to carve your heart out, lock it up and throw away the key.
Im sick of caring..
Whats the point. Really?
Prince Charming?
Doesnt exist.
But you know what does exists?
Devils and demons all waiting to prey on your fragile heart and soul.
But i guess they can't because i've already abandoned mine..
So much pessimism...
C'est La Vie.
Thursday, October 10
Tuesday, July 16
Mmm Annoying
Omg my burfday soon...kyah!
not really.
anyways...
To you madam/sir...
I dont think its right for you to keep taking out your [negativefeelings] on your friends.
You are driving us away.
Yes you're going through something.
But we can only tolerate so much of it.
To you madam/sir...
I do not like the fact that you do not take responsibility for the things you've done in life.
You put the blame on other people and rid yourself of all responsibility.
Worst yet, you like to pay people out for it even if you're partly the cause of it.
I really dislike people who arent responsible for themselves.
That is all..
Omg my burfday soon...kyah!
not really.
anyways...
To you madam/sir...
I dont think its right for you to keep taking out your [negativefeelings] on your friends.
You are driving us away.
Yes you're going through something.
But we can only tolerate so much of it.
To you madam/sir...
I do not like the fact that you do not take responsibility for the things you've done in life.
You put the blame on other people and rid yourself of all responsibility.
Worst yet, you like to pay people out for it even if you're partly the cause of it.
I really dislike people who arent responsible for themselves.
That is all..
Wednesday, June 19
Sunday, May 26
Who i am?
Gaining perspective about my self was enlightening.
It was different and it sort of made me see myself in a new light.
So, i always thought i was socially awkward.
I know that i can talk to people and stuff but sometimes i feel like im an unwanted presence and everyones just too nice to tell me they want me to effoff.
I also think its very hard to make friends.
Everyone tells me that i am easy to talk to and i make friends easily..but to be honest i dont feel that way. Everything in life is relative. So when you look at me and see what you see, it isnt really i feel or am.
Part of the awkwardness and the hard to make friends bit is that im really self conscious.
yes and people have told me that im always really shameless and i dont really care what people say or do..
But its more like, i am self conscious about what i do and how i look but i'll still dress or act how i like it because who wants to live life impressing other people?
Mm yeah, so i'll be really self conscious because i feel like evryones eyes are on me judging every step i take and every move i make.
I also felt like because i havent had a relationship in 3 years, its an indication that i haven't been able to move on or that im still stuck in the same place i've been in for the last 3 years.
BUT!
As i gained perspective, i was enlightened..
I now look at myself in a different light
and even though some people might think that the way i view myself now is more snobbish and or whatever i couldn't care less.
I am more comfortable than ever in my own skin that i have ever been.
As life would have it,
There are different views of me..that have made me very happy of who i am today :3
So someone had told me they were proud of me.
That I always seem lively and that i had a lot of energy whenever im with people.
I beg to differ but its nice to see this pov on me.
Also that its "amazing" that i can get through being a train wreak by myself without relying on other people ie. in a relationship..
Having said that, i am now also proud of myself. :3
It meant a lot to me that the person said what they said.
And it's kinda given me a new perspective of myself.
Which is good. I think.
Gaining perspective about my self was enlightening.
It was different and it sort of made me see myself in a new light.
So, i always thought i was socially awkward.
I know that i can talk to people and stuff but sometimes i feel like im an unwanted presence and everyones just too nice to tell me they want me to effoff.
I also think its very hard to make friends.
Everyone tells me that i am easy to talk to and i make friends easily..but to be honest i dont feel that way. Everything in life is relative. So when you look at me and see what you see, it isnt really i feel or am.
Part of the awkwardness and the hard to make friends bit is that im really self conscious.
yes and people have told me that im always really shameless and i dont really care what people say or do..
But its more like, i am self conscious about what i do and how i look but i'll still dress or act how i like it because who wants to live life impressing other people?
Mm yeah, so i'll be really self conscious because i feel like evryones eyes are on me judging every step i take and every move i make.
I also felt like because i havent had a relationship in 3 years, its an indication that i haven't been able to move on or that im still stuck in the same place i've been in for the last 3 years.
BUT!
As i gained perspective, i was enlightened..
I now look at myself in a different light
and even though some people might think that the way i view myself now is more snobbish and or whatever i couldn't care less.
I am more comfortable than ever in my own skin that i have ever been.
As life would have it,
There are different views of me..that have made me very happy of who i am today :3
So someone had told me they were proud of me.
That I always seem lively and that i had a lot of energy whenever im with people.
I beg to differ but its nice to see this pov on me.
Also that its "amazing" that i can get through being a train wreak by myself without relying on other people ie. in a relationship..
Having said that, i am now also proud of myself. :3
It meant a lot to me that the person said what they said.
And it's kinda given me a new perspective of myself.
Which is good. I think.
Friday, May 24
Oh my dear bloggie!
Oh how ive neglected you :/
Hahahahha
Uni life is good..
Making friends :P
Hahah just being random and mean actually..
Guys a pretty "gay"
Feminine.
Hard to interact with..
Mmm
I want a girlfriend ;P
Nahs
I could talk abt my recentongoings
but my fingers are cold
Thats right its been cold recently..
Exams are coming up.. :/
Going out to meet Jaein and Nina with Dee..
Giving up junkfood for a month..Withdrawal symptoms... mmhmm
Practising Drawing Mouths.. :D
Oh how ive neglected you :/
Hahahahha
Uni life is good..
Making friends :P
Hahah just being random and mean actually..
Guys a pretty "gay"
Feminine.
Hard to interact with..
Mmm
I want a girlfriend ;P
Nahs
I could talk abt my recentongoings
but my fingers are cold
Thats right its been cold recently..
Exams are coming up.. :/
Going out to meet Jaein and Nina with Dee..
Giving up junkfood for a month..Withdrawal symptoms... mmhmm
Practising Drawing Mouths.. :D
Sunday, April 28
Friday, April 26
YAY
Im feeling that helpless feeling where you just want to jump in front of a car and just die.
And while you're laying there in pain and being asphixiated by the pooling of your own blood in your lungs, you think about why life was so shit for you.
Not regret a moment of your decision to end your own life.
-
My feet took small confident steps onto the road and i stared into the headlights of the oncoming vehicle like a helpless deer. It felt like eons were passing me by. I watched as the pedantic woman in the car started screaming and her face contorted into expressions of panic and horror. Forever had passed me by when the bumper finally came into contact with my abdomen. At first i felt one, two no five deafening crunches and then i was flying. I had always wanted to know what it would feel like to fly and be free just as the birds were. All my life i had been shackled and bound by the thoughts that consumed my mind. Finally, my experience was over i was staring at the traffic lights which transitioned from green, yellow and then red at random intervals. I think someone was calling out to me but i paid them no attention. The senses in my body were finally beginning to sharpen and the pain caught up to me. With each shuddering breath i took, i could feel my consciousness slowly slipping away from me. I wanted the pain to stop. To stop the breathing. To just get it over and done with. Not after too long, i began to choke. A few of my broken ribs had punctured my lungs and the blood was starting to pool. I was drowning in my own blood. In the end, it was me, myself and i who killed me. But you can't forget everyone who lead me on this grueling path of suicide; Those kids that thought they were Pierrots , those girls who thought words were harmless, those friends that held knives behind their facades, those adults that i thought were supposed to unconditionally love me and the world who i found conducted an unfair and unjust trial against me. Tears started to well in my fading vision. It's okay i tried to reassure myself. They won't miss you. They won't need you. They could've stopped this but noone thought i would resort to these methods. No matter where you end up after this, nothing could compare to the hell you lived through. No one knew the pain and hurt you were carrying on your shoulders. Accumulating slowly with every passing moment. Everyone bought the smiles and lies that flowed from your lips so easily. No one could have ever guessed. But now they know and it was their fault. They couldn't stop this because they were the cause and i hope they take the guilt to their graves. I saw blurred flashes of blue and red. "Fuck the world," I managed to say through the choked noises i was making before finally slipping into darkness.
-
Im feeling that helpless feeling where you just want to jump in front of a car and just die.
And while you're laying there in pain and being asphixiated by the pooling of your own blood in your lungs, you think about why life was so shit for you.
Not regret a moment of your decision to end your own life.
-
My feet took small confident steps onto the road and i stared into the headlights of the oncoming vehicle like a helpless deer. It felt like eons were passing me by. I watched as the pedantic woman in the car started screaming and her face contorted into expressions of panic and horror. Forever had passed me by when the bumper finally came into contact with my abdomen. At first i felt one, two no five deafening crunches and then i was flying. I had always wanted to know what it would feel like to fly and be free just as the birds were. All my life i had been shackled and bound by the thoughts that consumed my mind. Finally, my experience was over i was staring at the traffic lights which transitioned from green, yellow and then red at random intervals. I think someone was calling out to me but i paid them no attention. The senses in my body were finally beginning to sharpen and the pain caught up to me. With each shuddering breath i took, i could feel my consciousness slowly slipping away from me. I wanted the pain to stop. To stop the breathing. To just get it over and done with. Not after too long, i began to choke. A few of my broken ribs had punctured my lungs and the blood was starting to pool. I was drowning in my own blood. In the end, it was me, myself and i who killed me. But you can't forget everyone who lead me on this grueling path of suicide; Those kids that thought they were Pierrots , those girls who thought words were harmless, those friends that held knives behind their facades, those adults that i thought were supposed to unconditionally love me and the world who i found conducted an unfair and unjust trial against me. Tears started to well in my fading vision. It's okay i tried to reassure myself. They won't miss you. They won't need you. They could've stopped this but noone thought i would resort to these methods. No matter where you end up after this, nothing could compare to the hell you lived through. No one knew the pain and hurt you were carrying on your shoulders. Accumulating slowly with every passing moment. Everyone bought the smiles and lies that flowed from your lips so easily. No one could have ever guessed. But now they know and it was their fault. They couldn't stop this because they were the cause and i hope they take the guilt to their graves. I saw blurred flashes of blue and red. "Fuck the world," I managed to say through the choked noises i was making before finally slipping into darkness.
-
Fuck you life.
Mum. You're a bitch. Srsly. If i did not have restraint i would punch you in the face.
I want to leave home. Right now. Just run away.
I want to be able to get a job and appartment and work and just yeah. I hate living at home with my mum.
I WANT TO DIVORCE HER!
Fucking hell.
Yesterday i just woke up when my parents came home. I was kinda silent and i know im usually pissy when i wake up. So i woke up at 10pm after a nap.
My mum comes in and sees me texting my friend and she says in chinese "You can do that?"
And it can be misinterpreted as "What are you doing"
Because she has a problem with everything that i do, iwas like what?!
And i was pissed. Everytime i write something on fb she'll always comment about something and be like "oh thats rude dont do that its not ladylike bla bla bla" tbh, saying "my glasses were in my bloody bag " isnt rude. Bloody isnt fucking rude!
So i was pissed at her..
But after i snapped out of the post sleep pissyness i felt bad.. So i went and apologised to her.
And told her i knew what i said was wrong and that i wasn't pissed at her i was just easily irritated.
She didnt fucking get it.
Anyways.
She gets pissed at my brothers today for not doing their hw.
Well she yells at them whatevers..
And shes like did you cook inside.. It oily bla bla bla..
So i was like okays, i'll go wipe it..and she tells me its the floor thats oily..so i was like okays..i'll wipe the floor. no biggie.
Shes yelling at my brothers and what not.
And then she just fking comes into my room grabs the ipad and was like, buy your own. I need it. [She only plays candy crush on it] bla bla bla. If you want a phone you should buy yourself one.
Also, you should wash my clothes. Im not your slave. Dont just wear the clothes and not wash it.
So i went and asked her whats wrong with her. I was like "Whats up with you. I didnt even do anything to you today and you're being like this"
And shes like "I just have a problem with your attitude. I dont like it."
I BLOODY APOLOGISED TO YOU. I TAKE IT FUCKING BACK. YOU PROBLEMATIC BITCH. UGH. I DIDNT EVEN SAY A WORD WHEN I WASHED THE DISHES I DIDNT WASH EARLIER AND MOPPED THE FLOOR. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY ATTITUDE. ATLEAST I DID THOSE THINGS.. I DIDNT EVEN SAY SHIT TO YOU.
I NEVER FUCKING SAID YOU WERE MY SLAVE BITCH. I CHUCKED THE CLOTHES INTO THE WASH AND YOU DECIDED TO PULL THEM OUT. THEY'RE MACHINE WASHABLE BITCH.
I USED THE FKING IPAD AT UNI TO TAKE NOTES AND I WRITE MY ASSIGNMENTS ON IT. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO USE TOMORROW. ALL YOU USE THE IPAD FOR IS FUCKING CANDY CRUSH. YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO USE FOR IT. AND MY PHONE? FINE HAVE IT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
Im walking to the busttop tomorrow. Fuck you.
And as for the dude i liked. No. Srsly. I talked to him til 6am on skype. Getting to know someone. Biggest turn off. This guy is obsessed with girls. No.
I could use some alcohol right now. Fuck.
Mum. You're a bitch. Srsly. If i did not have restraint i would punch you in the face.
I want to leave home. Right now. Just run away.
I want to be able to get a job and appartment and work and just yeah. I hate living at home with my mum.
I WANT TO DIVORCE HER!
Fucking hell.
Yesterday i just woke up when my parents came home. I was kinda silent and i know im usually pissy when i wake up. So i woke up at 10pm after a nap.
My mum comes in and sees me texting my friend and she says in chinese "You can do that?"
And it can be misinterpreted as "What are you doing"
Because she has a problem with everything that i do, iwas like what?!
And i was pissed. Everytime i write something on fb she'll always comment about something and be like "oh thats rude dont do that its not ladylike bla bla bla" tbh, saying "my glasses were in my bloody bag " isnt rude. Bloody isnt fucking rude!
So i was pissed at her..
But after i snapped out of the post sleep pissyness i felt bad.. So i went and apologised to her.
And told her i knew what i said was wrong and that i wasn't pissed at her i was just easily irritated.
She didnt fucking get it.
Anyways.
She gets pissed at my brothers today for not doing their hw.
Well she yells at them whatevers..
And shes like did you cook inside.. It oily bla bla bla..
So i was like okays, i'll go wipe it..and she tells me its the floor thats oily..so i was like okays..i'll wipe the floor. no biggie.
Shes yelling at my brothers and what not.
And then she just fking comes into my room grabs the ipad and was like, buy your own. I need it. [She only plays candy crush on it] bla bla bla. If you want a phone you should buy yourself one.
Also, you should wash my clothes. Im not your slave. Dont just wear the clothes and not wash it.
So i went and asked her whats wrong with her. I was like "Whats up with you. I didnt even do anything to you today and you're being like this"
And shes like "I just have a problem with your attitude. I dont like it."
I BLOODY APOLOGISED TO YOU. I TAKE IT FUCKING BACK. YOU PROBLEMATIC BITCH. UGH. I DIDNT EVEN SAY A WORD WHEN I WASHED THE DISHES I DIDNT WASH EARLIER AND MOPPED THE FLOOR. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY ATTITUDE. ATLEAST I DID THOSE THINGS.. I DIDNT EVEN SAY SHIT TO YOU.
I NEVER FUCKING SAID YOU WERE MY SLAVE BITCH. I CHUCKED THE CLOTHES INTO THE WASH AND YOU DECIDED TO PULL THEM OUT. THEY'RE MACHINE WASHABLE BITCH.
I USED THE FKING IPAD AT UNI TO TAKE NOTES AND I WRITE MY ASSIGNMENTS ON IT. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO USE TOMORROW. ALL YOU USE THE IPAD FOR IS FUCKING CANDY CRUSH. YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO USE FOR IT. AND MY PHONE? FINE HAVE IT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
Im walking to the busttop tomorrow. Fuck you.
And as for the dude i liked. No. Srsly. I talked to him til 6am on skype. Getting to know someone. Biggest turn off. This guy is obsessed with girls. No.
I could use some alcohol right now. Fuck.
Sunday, April 21
Psychology
You know how when you learn something and it starts poppingup everywhere?
We'll thats been happening to me heaps recently..
It made me feel like i was so ignorant as to ignore all these things that i dont understand.
Okays..so in psychology, theres this thing called conditioning.
Its where you associate an action with a sound [or something else] and the more times you do it the more they get use to it. So whenever they hear that sound, it'll trigger a response.
An example is
^ So funny.
We watched it in psyc.
Sometiems i feel like i've been conditioned.
But nah, its just because i look forward to talking to this person ..><
=="
AND I HATE IT..
ITS LIKE EVERYTIME IM ON FB I LOOK FOR HIS NAME IN THE CHAT THINGY..
I ABSOLUTELY HATE THAT..
ITS LIKE IM EXPECTING THEM TO TALK TO ME.. T^T
HOW SAD IS THAT?!
Maybe i have been conditioned.
To associate fb with talking to him.
And now everytime on fb an automatic response is triggered where i expect him to talk to me..but it doesnt happen ==" ):
WHATTEVERRS!
You know how when you learn something and it starts poppingup everywhere?
We'll thats been happening to me heaps recently..
It made me feel like i was so ignorant as to ignore all these things that i dont understand.
Okays..so in psychology, theres this thing called conditioning.
Its where you associate an action with a sound [or something else] and the more times you do it the more they get use to it. So whenever they hear that sound, it'll trigger a response.
An example is
^ So funny.
We watched it in psyc.
Sometiems i feel like i've been conditioned.
But nah, its just because i look forward to talking to this person ..><
=="
AND I HATE IT..
ITS LIKE EVERYTIME IM ON FB I LOOK FOR HIS NAME IN THE CHAT THINGY..
I ABSOLUTELY HATE THAT..
ITS LIKE IM EXPECTING THEM TO TALK TO ME.. T^T
HOW SAD IS THAT?!
Maybe i have been conditioned.
To associate fb with talking to him.
And now everytime on fb an automatic response is triggered where i expect him to talk to me..but it doesnt happen ==" ):
WHATTEVERRS!
Saturday, April 20
Its been a while!
So much has happened? I have made a few friends and while being totally socialable, i am still such a shy bastard..
THIS DUDE FULL CALLED ME A PRINCESS...
HE PISSED ME OFF SO BAD..
KHANG, I WILL MURDER YOUR ASS ONE OF THESE DAYS...
Maybe he thinks im really girly or something but mate, wait til i get upset! i will pummel him and he will go down like a bitch.
Im interested in a dude. Yes..finally..
The key word is interested.
He has pretty good taste in music :3
and like, yeah...
but i dunno its weirddd
im kinda shy towards his friends [QA peeps]
):
THEY'RE SO TIGHTLY KNIT THAT ITS INTIMIDATING!
Its hard..
okay im off to bed now
:3
So much has happened? I have made a few friends and while being totally socialable, i am still such a shy bastard..
THIS DUDE FULL CALLED ME A PRINCESS...
HE PISSED ME OFF SO BAD..
KHANG, I WILL MURDER YOUR ASS ONE OF THESE DAYS...
Maybe he thinks im really girly or something but mate, wait til i get upset! i will pummel him and he will go down like a bitch.
Im interested in a dude. Yes..finally..
The key word is interested.
He has pretty good taste in music :3
and like, yeah...
but i dunno its weirddd
im kinda shy towards his friends [QA peeps]
):
THEY'RE SO TIGHTLY KNIT THAT ITS INTIMIDATING!
Its hard..
okay im off to bed now
:3
Sunday, April 7
My Guardian Angel
"Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and really sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all of your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough." Ernest Hemingway
Okays.
I really hate people who belittle me just because they're too ignorant to comprehend a concept.
Like, they think im stupid or retarded just because something seems so foreign to them and think its stupid.
I think its good to be open minded to learn new things. See if everyone on this planet was so closed minded about the world being flat, noone would sail around the world for fear they'd fall off the edge.
So i was talking to an old primary school friend. I was telling her how i always chilled with my friends at qut. Then this girl [who doesnt have a good rep in general] was agreeing. Then i proceeded to say some of my friends come to uq too though.
She full laughed in my face and was like "What?! HAHAHA Who the fuck would go to UQ to chill? Omg thats such a stupid idea. They must be retarded."
Holyshit. I wanted to smack her. CORPORAL PUNISH HER IN THE FACE RIGHT THERE AND THEN. Like, okay i would understand if it was just, oh UQ is really far to come to chill. But it was OMG THATS SO STUPID WHAT RETARDS... like what?
Not only did you laugh in my face for saying something that was more real than she'd ever be, she also insulted my friends.
Nup legit cannot deal with people like that/
Now to the main topic of this blog post..
My kindle. Oh my precious kindle.
I was gluing my kindle case seems together so therefore it was wet and i didnt want to bring it with me to Reiko's place.
What i did was take my kindle out of the case and was holding it along with nail polish and remover.
My mum was like, why're you holding all that, and chucks them all ion a plastic bag.
Then what happened was that the nail polish remover was leaking and dissolved the backing of my kindle..
It wasnt that it wasnt functioning..but keeping it clean and crisp was a priority and now i knew its there it just pissed me off even more to know it existed.
So then i decided to talk to the customer service at AMAZON..
Basically went like this.. [Amazon Person's alias was Angel btw]
Me: What kind of insurance does the kindle paperwhite include?
Angel: We dont cover accidental damages.
Me: Oh okays. Thankyou.
Angel: Could i ask what happened to it?
Me: -told him the story above-
Angel: Did you want to replace it for $85?
Me: Does it include shipping?
Angel: No it doesn't. Shipping is an additional $20.
Me: Thats almost like buying a new one isnt it?
Angel: Okay, we normally don't do this but i'll send you a replacement for free.
Me: What?! For reals? OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH. YOU REALLY LIVE UP TO YOUR NAME ANGEL. OMG, THEY SHOULD GIVE YOU A PAY RISE! -more useless compliments-
Okay, so at first i thought it was a big scam because they needed a credit card.
But it wasn't. I got my kindle for free and everything. YAY!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah..
Parents bought an ipad.
I lost my phone at the jupiter's hotel.
They found my phone.
YAY! So now i have a phone again.
So yeah..
ive been really irritable today.. :/
"Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and really sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all of your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough." Ernest Hemingway
Okays.
I really hate people who belittle me just because they're too ignorant to comprehend a concept.
Like, they think im stupid or retarded just because something seems so foreign to them and think its stupid.
I think its good to be open minded to learn new things. See if everyone on this planet was so closed minded about the world being flat, noone would sail around the world for fear they'd fall off the edge.
So i was talking to an old primary school friend. I was telling her how i always chilled with my friends at qut. Then this girl [who doesnt have a good rep in general] was agreeing. Then i proceeded to say some of my friends come to uq too though.
She full laughed in my face and was like "What?! HAHAHA Who the fuck would go to UQ to chill? Omg thats such a stupid idea. They must be retarded."
Holyshit. I wanted to smack her. CORPORAL PUNISH HER IN THE FACE RIGHT THERE AND THEN. Like, okay i would understand if it was just, oh UQ is really far to come to chill. But it was OMG THATS SO STUPID WHAT RETARDS... like what?
Not only did you laugh in my face for saying something that was more real than she'd ever be, she also insulted my friends.
Nup legit cannot deal with people like that/
Now to the main topic of this blog post..
My kindle. Oh my precious kindle.
I was gluing my kindle case seems together so therefore it was wet and i didnt want to bring it with me to Reiko's place.
What i did was take my kindle out of the case and was holding it along with nail polish and remover.
My mum was like, why're you holding all that, and chucks them all ion a plastic bag.
Then what happened was that the nail polish remover was leaking and dissolved the backing of my kindle..
It wasnt that it wasnt functioning..but keeping it clean and crisp was a priority and now i knew its there it just pissed me off even more to know it existed.
So then i decided to talk to the customer service at AMAZON..
Basically went like this.. [Amazon Person's alias was Angel btw]
Me: What kind of insurance does the kindle paperwhite include?
Angel: We dont cover accidental damages.
Me: Oh okays. Thankyou.
Angel: Could i ask what happened to it?
Me: -told him the story above-
Angel: Did you want to replace it for $85?
Me: Does it include shipping?
Angel: No it doesn't. Shipping is an additional $20.
Me: Thats almost like buying a new one isnt it?
Angel: Okay, we normally don't do this but i'll send you a replacement for free.
Me: What?! For reals? OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH. YOU REALLY LIVE UP TO YOUR NAME ANGEL. OMG, THEY SHOULD GIVE YOU A PAY RISE! -more useless compliments-
Okay, so at first i thought it was a big scam because they needed a credit card.
But it wasn't. I got my kindle for free and everything. YAY!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah..
Parents bought an ipad.
I lost my phone at the jupiter's hotel.
They found my phone.
YAY! So now i have a phone again.
So yeah..
ive been really irritable today.. :/
Friday, March 22
Feeling sixteen 16;
Okay. I totally have a god dammed crush on my tutor. A PhD student or graduate.
Hes not young okay. Hes like a teacher.
I full stalked him.
From what i gathered, he help write a few papers for the discovery of dinosaurs.
Hes a paleontologist.
Hes got a daughter but she moved to Sydney to live with his wife.
So im inferring from that that he might be divorced or that he lives separate to his wife.
And WHY THE FUCK DO I LIKE HIM?
Its because hes charismatic.
Like legit.
Hes so gentlemanly.
Not like guys our age.
And it just sorta thaws my icecold heart.
And its probably because im feeling kinda lonely because of UNI and everything so my feelings just decided to latch onto the first "male" guy [regardless of age] thats nice.
Im so pathetic.
What is wrong with me?
Fuck.
Can someone legit like stop me?
This is so wrong. Gahhh.
I feel like a pathetic 16 year old crushing on their teacher.
Yes, my tutor is like my damned teacher.
-
Something else.
I WANT TO GO TO SANCHURRO!
SOMEONE COME WITH ME ): ie NINA cause i know you read this shit :D
-
I want to fuck to this playing in the background one day :P
Its so mellow i love it. !
-
MY FAVOURITE SOME NOW!
I CANT BELIEVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT LISTENED TO THE ORIGINAL =="
LISTEN TO THEM ALL. THEY ARE BEYOND GODLIKE!
Okay. I totally have a god dammed crush on my tutor. A PhD student or graduate.
Hes not young okay. Hes like a teacher.
I full stalked him.
From what i gathered, he help write a few papers for the discovery of dinosaurs.
Hes a paleontologist.
Hes got a daughter but she moved to Sydney to live with his wife.
So im inferring from that that he might be divorced or that he lives separate to his wife.
And WHY THE FUCK DO I LIKE HIM?
Its because hes charismatic.
Like legit.
Hes so gentlemanly.
Not like guys our age.
And it just sorta thaws my icecold heart.
And its probably because im feeling kinda lonely because of UNI and everything so my feelings just decided to latch onto the first "male" guy [regardless of age] thats nice.
Im so pathetic.
What is wrong with me?
Fuck.
Can someone legit like stop me?
This is so wrong. Gahhh.
I feel like a pathetic 16 year old crushing on their teacher.
Yes, my tutor is like my damned teacher.
-
Something else.
I WANT TO GO TO SANCHURRO!
SOMEONE COME WITH ME ): ie NINA cause i know you read this shit :D
-
I want to fuck to this playing in the background one day :P
Its so mellow i love it. !
-
MY FAVOURITE SOME NOW!
I CANT BELIEVE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT LISTENED TO THE ORIGINAL =="
LISTEN TO THEM ALL. THEY ARE BEYOND GODLIKE!
Saturday, March 16
your birthday – a physical
contemplation
From the day you were born, you have inadvertently embarked on an adventure whereby every year you cover 584,058,560 miles around a celestial body that resides in the middle of a planetary system.
You have travelled on a spherical vessel of land, oceans and life without effort whilst trying to suss out the path you will pave yourself for years to come. Your vehicle of stone, metal, water and magma forever spins without intention of anything, merely falling through the fabric of space as it remains lassoed to a furnace of nuclear fusion which happens to be its mother star. The planet you walk on wobbles along without intention, without any thought upon you and your daily endeavours And yet although just short of one million kilometres you have survived an entire trip around this star in sync with a family of Earth, the Sun and all the other planets, remaining bound together whilst all falling through the same cosmos. All of this often occurs unnoticed as you are often distracted by the hardships and necessities of daily life, forgetting you well earned role in the spectacle of life. ‘The Greatest Show on Earth’.
The probability of you merely existing has remained overwhelmingly small since the dawn on the universe whereby the odds were within the millions upon millions stacked against such and object of biology and thought could simply ‘be’. The chances of your mother and father meeting? 1 in 20,000. What about them ever having children? 1 in 2,000. But what about their reproductive cells syncing with the exact egg and sperm to make you? 1 in 400 quadrillion.
These odds alone are astronomical, but consider them now combined with those of your ancestors meeting, reproducing and parenting their child who may later meet, reproduce and meet what was your great grandfather. On the approximation of 150,000 generations of the human species the probability of you being you accounts to 1 in 10^45,000. That’s ten to the power of forty five thousand – and odd which exceeds the total of all known particles in the universe. And the probability against you doesen’t end there; but I think you get the message.
And so out of all the starts we gaze upon, and out of all the galaxies we observe, we still fail to find anything near what you are; a multi-celled organism that can understand the very laws and forces of quantum theory, that even still to this day, are in monumental favour of you not being so well ordered, with a mind that can imagine thing s that defy those very forces, a universe of thoughts within the universe.
You are a living, breathing, space-travelling, near-impossible manifestation that does it all without even trying.
This day commemorates the making of you: a thermodynamic miracle.
Perverted peeves + Uni Update :O
Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi...
Can i just say how lonely i am at University.
I cannot believe i've only been at uni for 3 weeks [next week is the fourth] and we already have exams in 1 week's time. [Because im counting it like the end of week 3/start of week 4]
I've been studying thats for sure. So proud of myself.
But some lecturers are so dry. I really want to stab myself to keep myself awake.
For some reason, i just cant stay away in my Biol class..Fml..
But for that reason, i full studied so hard for it..
The biol pracs are so fun. They are so fking fun!
I have they best prac partners. I would say they're great and awesome! :D
I really want to have a beauty day..
My skin's actually been really bad lately. I've been breaking out a lot. Though that could be that im on my period right now.
But yeah. So i used a clay mask the other night and fell asleep doing it cause i was just so peaceful and relaxed..and tired from uni LOL.
When i woke up, MAN my face was so stiff LOL
:O
Met a dude who was a friend of a friends. And i was wearing a not so "solid" shirt.
It was lacy and i couldn't find a bandeau or a mini singlet or anything.
So i decided to just go in my bra because its not even that bad.
Man that dude was like, omg her shirt...
And in my head i went, "Mate if that gets you off i wonder what happens when you actually go to do the deed. Premature ? :P"
Im so mean, but its true.
Although when i found out that he said that he was so embarrassed it was so cute :D
Also, i was wearing my sheer white top with a bow in the front. Andi was at macg high.
And these grade 8 vegies were just like, "Nice tits"
And dude, in my head i was like "Mate, Yoshi's tits can out tit mine anyday guys. If you're getting hard seeing a bra under a sheer top, have you been to the beach? You're going to attract the sharks with all that bloodloss"
Just ugh ==" Whats with these guys. Its like they've been living under a female, social, depreived rick their entire lives.
THIS IS SO GOOD :D
Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi...
Can i just say how lonely i am at University.
I cannot believe i've only been at uni for 3 weeks [next week is the fourth] and we already have exams in 1 week's time. [Because im counting it like the end of week 3/start of week 4]
I've been studying thats for sure. So proud of myself.
But some lecturers are so dry. I really want to stab myself to keep myself awake.
For some reason, i just cant stay away in my Biol class..Fml..
But for that reason, i full studied so hard for it..
The biol pracs are so fun. They are so fking fun!
I have they best prac partners. I would say they're great and awesome! :D
I really want to have a beauty day..
My skin's actually been really bad lately. I've been breaking out a lot. Though that could be that im on my period right now.
But yeah. So i used a clay mask the other night and fell asleep doing it cause i was just so peaceful and relaxed..and tired from uni LOL.
When i woke up, MAN my face was so stiff LOL
:O
Met a dude who was a friend of a friends. And i was wearing a not so "solid" shirt.
It was lacy and i couldn't find a bandeau or a mini singlet or anything.
So i decided to just go in my bra because its not even that bad.
Man that dude was like, omg her shirt...
And in my head i went, "Mate if that gets you off i wonder what happens when you actually go to do the deed. Premature ? :P"
Im so mean, but its true.
Although when i found out that he said that he was so embarrassed it was so cute :D
Also, i was wearing my sheer white top with a bow in the front. Andi was at macg high.
And these grade 8 vegies were just like, "Nice tits"
And dude, in my head i was like "Mate, Yoshi's tits can out tit mine anyday guys. If you're getting hard seeing a bra under a sheer top, have you been to the beach? You're going to attract the sharks with all that bloodloss"
Just ugh ==" Whats with these guys. Its like they've been living under a female, social, depreived rick their entire lives.
THIS IS SO GOOD :D
Tuesday, March 12
Sunday, March 10
BARBIE!
I am barbie obsessed guys.
I have been watching barbie movies/show [Life in the Dreamhouse] atleast once a day..the key word is ATLEAST because dude i swear i watch 4 movies a day =="
I LOVE IT!
I DONT KNOW WHAT I LOVE ABOUT IT BUT I JUST LOVE IT.
ITS SO GOOD.
IT MAKES ME FEEL SO EMPTY WHEN I FINISH WATCHING IT.
DUDE
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT BARBIE MOVIES
WHAT IS IT ABT IT THAT MAKES ME LOVE IT..
Btw
Barbie life in the dreamhouse is on Barbie's yt channel.
Its kinda funny cause it gives her the perspective of an actual doll and not just a normal person LOL
Haha,
I love it.
I''ve downloaded almost all of them
There are some i cant find on pb but when i do, oh boy!
http://www.youtube.com/user/barbie
JOIN THE PINK SIDE :P
PINKTASTIC!
My favourite character is obv Barbie, but besides her i lurrrve KEN!
Hes so funny, he constantly feels the need to prove his manlyness to Barbie,
Favourite line from him "Do I mind that Barbie showed me up putting that car together? Nope."
Because she can do it so much better than him LOL
Hes always like, i can do it and then he takes forever to do it
SO FUNNY!
I AM ESP IN LOVE WITH THE BARBIE PRINCESS ONES!
MY FAVOURITE DEFS HAS TO BE BARBIE AS THE PRINCESS AND THE PAUPER
I really dislike the rendition of it BARBIE AS THE PRINCESS AND THE POPSTAR..
The singing is terrible. Esp one of my favourites songs, "To be a princess.." they full autotuned it up to shit.
I love how in Barbie a fashion fairytale, it shows how shes an actor and that every other barbie film is just he acting which would be understandable as in barbie princess and the pauper and barbie pegasus, there were bloopers at the end of the movies. This makes it kinda realistic and cool :D
And i like in Barbie a fairy secret its kinda a continuation of the previous one with the sameish characters and scenario [shes an actor]
Erm.. i also love Barbie as the 12 Dancing Princesses and Barbie: Princess Charm School..
Like i said, i love the princessy ones :D
I AM SO BARBIE OBSESSEDD...
I WANT THE WHOLE COLLECTION GUYS,.
EVEN IF I DONT LIKE SOME OF THEM, I WANT THEM ALL. THEY'RE SO CUTE :D
Erm, new some im obsessed with is Demi Lovato's Heartbreaker!
HOLYSHIT SHE SAID KENDOLL!
OMG BARBIE REFERENCE EVEN IN THIS LOL ♥
I am barbie obsessed guys.
I have been watching barbie movies/show [Life in the Dreamhouse] atleast once a day..the key word is ATLEAST because dude i swear i watch 4 movies a day =="
I LOVE IT!
I DONT KNOW WHAT I LOVE ABOUT IT BUT I JUST LOVE IT.
ITS SO GOOD.
IT MAKES ME FEEL SO EMPTY WHEN I FINISH WATCHING IT.
DUDE
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT BARBIE MOVIES
WHAT IS IT ABT IT THAT MAKES ME LOVE IT..
Btw
Barbie life in the dreamhouse is on Barbie's yt channel.
Its kinda funny cause it gives her the perspective of an actual doll and not just a normal person LOL
Haha,
I love it.
I''ve downloaded almost all of them
There are some i cant find on pb but when i do, oh boy!
http://www.youtube.com/user/barbie
JOIN THE PINK SIDE :P
PINKTASTIC!
My favourite character is obv Barbie, but besides her i lurrrve KEN!
Hes so funny, he constantly feels the need to prove his manlyness to Barbie,
Favourite line from him "Do I mind that Barbie showed me up putting that car together? Nope."
Because she can do it so much better than him LOL
Hes always like, i can do it and then he takes forever to do it
SO FUNNY!
I AM ESP IN LOVE WITH THE BARBIE PRINCESS ONES!
MY FAVOURITE DEFS HAS TO BE BARBIE AS THE PRINCESS AND THE PAUPER
I really dislike the rendition of it BARBIE AS THE PRINCESS AND THE POPSTAR..
The singing is terrible. Esp one of my favourites songs, "To be a princess.." they full autotuned it up to shit.
I love how in Barbie a fashion fairytale, it shows how shes an actor and that every other barbie film is just he acting which would be understandable as in barbie princess and the pauper and barbie pegasus, there were bloopers at the end of the movies. This makes it kinda realistic and cool :D
And i like in Barbie a fairy secret its kinda a continuation of the previous one with the sameish characters and scenario [shes an actor]
Erm.. i also love Barbie as the 12 Dancing Princesses and Barbie: Princess Charm School..
Like i said, i love the princessy ones :D
I AM SO BARBIE OBSESSEDD...
I WANT THE WHOLE COLLECTION GUYS,.
EVEN IF I DONT LIKE SOME OF THEM, I WANT THEM ALL. THEY'RE SO CUTE :D
Erm, new some im obsessed with is Demi Lovato's Heartbreaker!
HOLYSHIT SHE SAID KENDOLL!
OMG BARBIE REFERENCE EVEN IN THIS LOL ♥
Friday, March 8
My selfishness
HAHAHAH TODAE
I was sitting with my friend Max and totally spelt relationship [between numbers gawd] as
RELATIONSHEEP..
thefark?
LOL
I like this song!
Erms.
My selfishness?
I want someone to be there for me.
The company makes me feel good ><
But they have to unconditionally love/be there for me always..
Sounds obsessive?
So basically..In a relationship, i look forward more to the company than to the romance-ypart.
Mmm..Yeah..
I just kinda want company right now.
I guess i just feel really lonely now in Uni ):
So i guess its pretty selfish to want someone just for the company and have they unconditionally love you and shtuff..
its different to family because they're supposed to.
But having someone that isnt supposed to and have they just be there for you and unconditionally love you and they want to be there, just yeahs ><
LIFE IS SO TIRING.
I KEEP HAVING MICROSLEEPS IN MY LECTURES,
IM SLEEPING YET IM STILL WRITING..
WHATKINDA BULLSHIT IS THAT?
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHENI SLEEP =="
Luckily i wake up a second after i dose off. ><
HAHAHAH TODAE
I was sitting with my friend Max and totally spelt relationship [between numbers gawd] as
RELATIONSHEEP..
thefark?
LOL
I like this song!
Erms.
My selfishness?
I want someone to be there for me.
The company makes me feel good ><
But they have to unconditionally love/be there for me always..
Sounds obsessive?
So basically..In a relationship, i look forward more to the company than to the romance-ypart.
Mmm..Yeah..
I just kinda want company right now.
I guess i just feel really lonely now in Uni ):
So i guess its pretty selfish to want someone just for the company and have they unconditionally love you and shtuff..
its different to family because they're supposed to.
But having someone that isnt supposed to and have they just be there for you and unconditionally love you and they want to be there, just yeahs ><
LIFE IS SO TIRING.
I KEEP HAVING MICROSLEEPS IN MY LECTURES,
IM SLEEPING YET IM STILL WRITING..
WHATKINDA BULLSHIT IS THAT?
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHENI SLEEP =="
Luckily i wake up a second after i dose off. ><
Saturday, March 2
Waterworks on the Job.
Before i get to the title sequence.
UNI STARTED ON MONDAY!
WAHHHHT? IM A UNI STUDENT? NOWAY!
YESSWAYY!
Its so expensive and tiring.
Everyday i come home, i dead.
This one day i came home, i was doing yoga and just fell asleep on the bus.
Yesterday, i was so tired from lugging my 100kg biol text book all over the city and home, i fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop..
Man..and i have so many breaks. I need friends. ):
I feel like im losing friends.
Erms..
BOYS ARE STUPID!
I had a bizarre dream last night.
And this is all because of fucking Tim.
[Not dream]
We were on the bus to the city from UQ yesterday and i saw tim and was just talking to him.
I was joking going to smash him in the balls.
He was full scared.
[Dream sequence]
In my dream, i dreams i was sackwhacking some dude. [NOT TIM]
And he didnt even flinch.
He was just like, youre not even hitting my balls, Just my dick.
I did this a couple times guys.
Not just once.
In the dream that is.
Dude
Thats
The
Weirdest
Shit
I've
EVAR
Come
Up
With.
Okays..
With the waterworks.
There was a customer.
Who came in.
And just fucking complained the his voucher didnt have the fine print and therefore meant that he didnt have to abide by the rules.
So i told him that i couldnt.
He went and fucking hid behind his wife.
Meaning he called his wife up, put me on the phone to argue with her.
While she complained to me about how they're buying the food under false pretenses.
While she complained to me about how they're buying the food under false pretenses.
I was like, go and read the terms and conditions.
Gawd.
I gave them whatever the hell they wanted anyways.
By the end of it, the dude comes up to me and starts saying his side of the story all over again.
I was like " Dude, i gave you the meals can we please not talk about this anymore? "
So he was like, "Wow. Okays"
And then he proceeded to talk about it again. So we're arguing for a little while longer in front of the customers and such.
And in the end he was all like "I don't believe this [he doesn't believe it because he can understand why i didnt agree to him] you're a bad manager. We're never coming here again."
So i was like, "Yeah thats fine. Leave."
After he left, the customers sitting down were like, "Oh he wasn't a happy customer."
You know that feeling when someone asks if youre alright and you just burst into tears.
Yeah thats how i felt but i didnt feel the urge to cry at all when i was dealing with the other dude.
Anyways. I just shook my head and went inside to dry my tears.
Yeah thats how i felt but i didnt feel the urge to cry at all when i was dealing with the other dude.
Anyways. I just shook my head and went inside to dry my tears.
When i came out the guy was like, "Who cares about people like that. Hes one out of 100 or so. You don't need him. People just really like to complain [insert anecdote]."
He was really nice.
But you know when people say stuff like that you feel like crying even more? That was me.
So that nice dude left.
Then this other dude who was also sitting there was like, "Don't worry about him."
And my face was just filled with tears.
So when he left and the next customers came in, they were like "Are you alright?"
Just..fml..
THANKYOU WORLD FOR CARING. REALLY. THANKS. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!
But sometimes, your timing isn't great ><
Im not being sarcastic btw, it looks like it but im not.
They were the customers that made my year.
The other one made me want to shove a knife down his throat until i can pull it out the other end.
Just fuck.
Im having one of those days where i just want to cry really hard about everything.
All because of one trigger.
I NEED ICECREAM SUPPORT!
Thursday, February 21
AGE!
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Okays
LOL
UNI
OMG
UNI!
WAHHHHTTT?!
O'week was cool as :D
And at UQ there were like clubs and everything and it was so..AMERICANESQUE.
lol
WHAT MADE ME FEEL HEAPS OLD..
There was a boy who asked us to sign a petition
And after i signed it, Amy, Amy and Ellen still had to, so i talked to the guy.
I was like, how old are you?
And he was like 17.. I just turned 17 a week ago..
I WAS LIKE WHAT
YOURE SO TALL AND WOW
IM SO OLD
cause wow
wow
WERE IN UNI GUISE!
WHAT?
Erm i made a few friends
Verrall aka V or Vagina [my own nicknames for him ofc]
and Susanna.
Omg
I realised its very easy to introduce yourselves but very hard to keep friends LOL
but yeah.
I really like POD and Peter Adams.
They're great Lecturers..But they're heaps scary.
So fking scary..
They full pointed out a girl sleeping in the lecture.
And we it was the end and they made people on the aisle say how they feel...
I was like "Conflicted"
and POD was like..."What? FUNKY?!"
Erms..
Im going to a toga party.
And im full sick right now.
=="
I need me some alcohol first before i go there. Theres a lot of people and i just mm =="
Cannnot deal with lots of people and my sickness
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Okays
LOL
UNI
OMG
UNI!
WAHHHHTTT?!
O'week was cool as :D
And at UQ there were like clubs and everything and it was so..AMERICANESQUE.
lol
WHAT MADE ME FEEL HEAPS OLD..
There was a boy who asked us to sign a petition
And after i signed it, Amy, Amy and Ellen still had to, so i talked to the guy.
I was like, how old are you?
And he was like 17.. I just turned 17 a week ago..
I WAS LIKE WHAT
YOURE SO TALL AND WOW
IM SO OLD
cause wow
wow
WERE IN UNI GUISE!
WHAT?
Erm i made a few friends
Verrall aka V or Vagina [my own nicknames for him ofc]
and Susanna.
Omg
I realised its very easy to introduce yourselves but very hard to keep friends LOL
but yeah.
I really like POD and Peter Adams.
They're great Lecturers..But they're heaps scary.
So fking scary..
They full pointed out a girl sleeping in the lecture.
And we it was the end and they made people on the aisle say how they feel...
I was like "Conflicted"
and POD was like..."What? FUNKY?!"
Erms..
Im going to a toga party.
And im full sick right now.
=="
I need me some alcohol first before i go there. Theres a lot of people and i just mm =="
Cannnot deal with lots of people and my sickness
Sunday, February 17
IM A NERD!
Thisisgoingtobemynerdpost. :P
DID YOU KNOW I CAN RECITE THE FIRST FEW DIGITS OF PI?
3.141592654..
:O AMAZING!
THANKYOUTHANKYOU
Okay, so recently i spoiled myself.
At first i was going to save for a Michael Kors watch.
Rough estimate, $300
Which i have.
BUT!
I decided to be a nerd and buy myself a KINDLE PAPERWHITE!
WHUUUUUTTTTT?!
Yeah, i did it. Hahaha
fuck.
Im going to rant about my problems with AMAZON!
I paid like roughly $25 bucks for express shipping meaning it'll come in 2-5days.
But no. Fuck you Amazon.
They're only shipping it out in 2-3 weeks.
Approx March the 4th - March the 5th.
And it will arrive between the 16th - 23rd of March.
I was full like,
"NO MAN I AINT PAYING EXTRA IF I HAVE TO WAIT THAT LONG ANY FUCKING WAYS. REFUND ME BITCH."
And we changed the shipping price so instead of $25, its $13.
SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE. GAWD.
But yeah. Spoiling myself.
My next splurge defs needs to be that watch.
That fucking michael kors watch.
I want the runway, bradshaw or the large runway watch. Which is the basic boyfriend chronographic watch. I think the bradshaw and the large runway look more manly, but its the roman numerals on the bradshaw and the double parallel circles on the large runway that really gets me.
Anddddd i want the full sized parker watch. Its more girly as the band/strap/wristlet is thinner and less chunky and it is encrusted with diamontes whereas the otherones are plain but still gorgeous.
I think im going to buy either theBradshaw or the Parker watch first. And then later one the one i didnt get.
I want to get one every year for my birthday.
SO IM GOING TO SAVE UP FOR IT THIS YEAR AND GIFT IT TO MYSELF AND TRY FOR AN ENGRAVING! [HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY]
[INSERTPICTURE]
BRADSHAW
Large Runway
Runway
Parker
Mmm this is my spoils post :P
Oh i think they dont all look as good because of the variation between pictures but i assure you, they are gorgeous.
If there was anything i would collect, i would collect MK watches. [drools]
Thisisgoingtobemynerdpost. :P
DID YOU KNOW I CAN RECITE THE FIRST FEW DIGITS OF PI?
3.141592654..
:O AMAZING!
THANKYOUTHANKYOU
Okay, so recently i spoiled myself.
At first i was going to save for a Michael Kors watch.
Rough estimate, $300
Which i have.
BUT!
I decided to be a nerd and buy myself a KINDLE PAPERWHITE!
WHUUUUUTTTTT?!
Yeah, i did it. Hahaha
fuck.
Im going to rant about my problems with AMAZON!
I paid like roughly $25 bucks for express shipping meaning it'll come in 2-5days.
But no. Fuck you Amazon.
They're only shipping it out in 2-3 weeks.
Approx March the 4th - March the 5th.
And it will arrive between the 16th - 23rd of March.
I was full like,
"NO MAN I AINT PAYING EXTRA IF I HAVE TO WAIT THAT LONG ANY FUCKING WAYS. REFUND ME BITCH."
And we changed the shipping price so instead of $25, its $13.
SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE. GAWD.
But yeah. Spoiling myself.
My next splurge defs needs to be that watch.
That fucking michael kors watch.
I want the runway, bradshaw or the large runway watch. Which is the basic boyfriend chronographic watch. I think the bradshaw and the large runway look more manly, but its the roman numerals on the bradshaw and the double parallel circles on the large runway that really gets me.
Anddddd i want the full sized parker watch. Its more girly as the band/strap/wristlet is thinner and less chunky and it is encrusted with diamontes whereas the otherones are plain but still gorgeous.
I think im going to buy either theBradshaw or the Parker watch first. And then later one the one i didnt get.
I want to get one every year for my birthday.
SO IM GOING TO SAVE UP FOR IT THIS YEAR AND GIFT IT TO MYSELF AND TRY FOR AN ENGRAVING! [HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY]
[INSERTPICTURE]
BRADSHAW
Large Runway
Runway
Parker
Mmm this is my spoils post :P
Oh i think they dont all look as good because of the variation between pictures but i assure you, they are gorgeous.
If there was anything i would collect, i would collect MK watches. [drools]
Thursday, February 14
14TH OF FEB IS SAD!
Its not SAD, its S.A.D
HAHAHHA
Its single awareness day.
That in itself is pretty sad :P
HAHAHHA stupid puns
We were going to rape Ben and Jerry's but JAE is IN the doctors office :O
SHES SICK!
Mmm..
So instead of spending this sad sad day with my bestfriends, im working. HUZZAH!
HAHA..
But no, Valentines day. Who needs it?
MEN ARE EVIL !
♫THIS IS HOW TO BE A HEARTBREAKER!
BOYS THEY LIKE THE LOOK OF DANGER!
WE'LL GET THEM FALLING FOR A STRANGER, A PLAYER
SINGING..I LO LO LO LOVE YOU.
Atleast i think i do? :P
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY SEXYBUBBIES..
oh i dont remember if this was valentines day or not but i think it was.
I think it was Hallmark who invented valentines day just to be able to sell more card :P
true or not it was pretty smart and a great marketing campaign making up a whole holiday LOL
PEACE!
Its not SAD, its S.A.D
HAHAHHA
Its single awareness day.
That in itself is pretty sad :P
HAHAHHA stupid puns
We were going to rape Ben and Jerry's but JAE is IN the doctors office :O
SHES SICK!
Mmm..
So instead of spending this sad sad day with my bestfriends, im working. HUZZAH!
HAHA..
But no, Valentines day. Who needs it?
MEN ARE EVIL !
♫THIS IS HOW TO BE A HEARTBREAKER!
BOYS THEY LIKE THE LOOK OF DANGER!
WE'LL GET THEM FALLING FOR A STRANGER, A PLAYER
SINGING..I LO LO LO LOVE YOU.
Atleast i think i do? :P
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY SEXYBUBBIES..
oh i dont remember if this was valentines day or not but i think it was.
I think it was Hallmark who invented valentines day just to be able to sell more card :P
true or not it was pretty smart and a great marketing campaign making up a whole holiday LOL
PEACE!
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